I am TIRED..............

Man a lot has happened in the last few weeks, most of the things have been quite stressful and heavy weighing on my mind. 
One thing that is always extremely stressful for me is moving....yes (we moved) and no matter how pre-pre prepared I get, it is still stressful, I was very organized and everything was fine, but the day comes and I can't focus.  I get all worked up, especially with the kids on the side, but now, it is finally over and we are all done, and everything is in it's place and we are finally settled, only now to deal now with a family ordeal of my mom having upper spinal neck surgery.  She has been losing feeling in her hands and arms for the last several months and finally opted to begin the process of finding out why and thus has had surgery 3 times now this week.  I could go into details of everything but it is too much and I would rather just say at this point we are just waiting for the recovery part.  The surgeon has reassured us that it is all looking good at this point.  Right now I am just trying to stay distracted as I am home with kids everyday. 
Zaylin is now almost 6 months and is living it up all over the floor, he definitely gets around, and Alyda is slowly growing into a almost 3 year old coming up in July (17th), she couldn't be more excited about her birthday and hopefully a party with a pinata, special cake and a bike if she has her way.  I am always amazed at her abilities, she has learned so much so fast, and stays so polite and people all over love her to pieces.  She has been my social bug that gets me out of my shell, and if it wasn't for her I would probably never meet anyone new.  I am so happy that I have these two wonderful, healthy children to keep my spirits up when sometimes all I feel like is wallowing in self pity.  It sounds bad, I know, but life has definitely taken it's toll lately and it sometimes just feels like the craziness is never going to end.  I am holding out though!!!